Yesterday was the first workday following the end of the Chinese New Year. In the morning, I got up late and hurried up for the last moment. I had been sleepy through the day, after all my sleep time didn’t over five hours. I knew it would be hard the day when I had arrived home at two o’clock the other day after the long trip to Pintong and the terrible traffic jam on the high way. However, it was worth getting along with my husband and his family more during these holidays. From now on, it is working time and studying time, and I believe that in the future my fear of people will be faced and must be solved. I’ve escaped the fact for over six years without consciousness. God bless me!